I'm taking a break from blogging for a while. I'm kind of sick of getting my head smashed in and I don't know why I ever trusted others in the first place. I'll probably we through and take out my most personal posts soon. Ive determined this is not an effective way to try to figure out who I am, And at least for now the kind of vulnerability I have is just not safe for me. If anybody reads this, if anybody cares- There it is.